How Do I Release This Anger?

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I am typically a pretty very forgiving person and also really love people but someone really hurt me and I could not get over it. I prayed about it but still had this hatred in my heart toward this person. I had read about Release helping you get over pain and releasing the emotion so I thought I would try it. I decided one night to put it on my ears, feet, and I think I even applied it to my wrists, I prayed about the person and prayed that I would forgive them and get past it.

That night I had the worst trouble sleeping. I tossed and turned and could not go to sleep, I felt very agitated! I remember thinking "I will never use this oil again!" I NEVER have trouble sleeping! I can drink 2 cups of coffee and go right to sleep, so this was NOT normal AT ALL!! I don’t think I actually ever fully went into a deep sleep because I kept waking up.

That next morning the weirdest thing happened, I woke up and felt so different I felt the biggest weight lifted off my shoulders. It was so crazy!! I thought about how my sleep was terrible that night but then I remembered I had used that Release oil. I thought about the person whom I had harbored such bad feelings about and I actually felt love toward them. I didn’t get angry when I thought about them and even days later I didn’t get angry talking about them or looking at them. I actually had forgiven them!

I do believe there is power in prayer but I think when I was praying before I wasn't actually wanting or caring to let go of the bad feelings. I think Release essential oil really helped me in that way.

"Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer" Romans 12:12

Posted on May 30, 2014 .